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[Oct. 6th, 2005|03:17 pm] |
wow its been ten month's since the wreck and i dont understand how time can fly by that fast it seemed just like yesterday it happened.. but neways..
How was ur day today? |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|05:04 pm] |
| Your IQ Is 110 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Exceptional |
Yah Jeremy is smarter than me |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|02:08 pm] |
| Your IQ Is 85 |
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average
Your General Knowledge is Below Average |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|01:12 am] |
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hey yall i cant seem to sleep so i thought i would write in here i dont know if anyone really read this but oh well. i hope someone still reads livejournals mostly everyone now has gone to xanga... yah xanga is pretty crunk but i still lvoe this thing cuz it has all my memories since the past 2 summers so i decided hell why not just keep on..
today i hung out with kassie and ec and jeremy and we went to cays grave...yah idk why but i still cant seem to think shes gone i guess im in denial but yah i dont want to get on this subject..
i just wanted to say thank you to everyone i lvoe everyone that has ever cared for me or loved me as a friend of course haha but i mean idk i love my friends so much but i know ive learned alot of friends are two faced i know everyone can be every once ina while but idk i guess its part of life, ive learned people change and people make many mistakes to ruin a friendship but i guess its meant to be like that.
so i just wanted yall to know i love yall...
i guess loosing your bestfrined really hits you hard idk if yall know who that was but it sucks.. i feel lonely without a bestfrined to be there by my side all the time to help me any way they can to let me cry on their shoulder when im down to hug me and tell me its okay when its not.. i just miss it..
but i do have my wonderful boyfriend Jeremy and im so in love with him.. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|01:26 am] |
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Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me,
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you
CHORUS
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, baby I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you
First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the tv off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I Love You's
That's what I'd do. With one more day with you
CHORUS x2
Leave me wishing still for one more day
Leave me wishing still for one more day...
With you |
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| ((hey)) |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|01:18 am] |
www.xanga.com/jordannicoletyler
im still gonna update this too.. |
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| hey.. |
[Jul. 9th, 2005|02:54 am] |
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well i thought i would quit this whole livejournal thing everyone else has but u know i like writting in here cuz if something ever happened to me i would like people to read bout my life if there never got the chance to know me..
finally 16...me and jeremy cleaned up my jeep REALLY good today looks 400 times better..
a couple of weeks ago i went to nlr with jeremy and we stayed with emily well one of her really close friends david passed away when we were down there and u know i just dont understand.. first cady then david he had cancer and fought it away then a year passes by and he dies in a car wreck i just dont understand then after david johnny i hung out with him a couple of times i talked to him on the internet and everything and i mean he was such a sweetheart i dont understand why people so young have to die i mean im so scared of loosin someone everyday i think bout well what if i loose my close friend my boyfrined my best friend even someone i dont like..i jsut dont understand...
the past 5 months have been a change...summers going alright..schools comin up in a month and half or so...me and taylor got really close again and me and rosemary are growin apart we were so close then were just loosin it all i guess some things change.. i have been with jeremy the past 2 months almost and he and i just have a relationship where not only he is my boyfriend he is also my true bestfriend..me and clay broke up in march hmm what a shock..u know..i sat here and read my livejournal bout cj how much i loved him and everything and how iloved all these guys i mean i didnt know what love was at all..i just threw it around and didnt mean it apperantly...but its just now i relieze what love is...and know how it feels..i have never reliezed this untill these past 2 months..all my other relationships have been totall bullshit now that i look at them...me and cj...always fought ended up breakin up on and off..me and clay..i was so happy at one point in time i really truely was then i was jsut not into it anymore didnt want to be with him..he was a great guy dont get my wrong..its just it wasnt meant to be for me or for him...but idk..i guess im boring yall with this but its on my mind..so i want to write it out..
i went to cadys grave a week ago wit jeremy..didnt go well at all..i lost it...i just dont understand why cady..sometimes i think she isnt even gone just that i havent seen her in a while then when i go to see her grave and see her name on it i just cant take it it just really hits me hard...just why do these kids that we care and love so much have to be taken away from us..
i guess thats all for now
i love you all..
love jordan |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|11:16 am] |
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well my lord its been weeks since ive written in here, gaw school is gettin old its the same thing over and over 5 times a week i mean i love school cuz i get to see all my friends and clay but idk other than that school sucks..hahah me and heather came to that conculison
the past couple of weeks i got to see the people i dont see very often like my fav. Eliza-bitch (haha ec)! and i got to hang out with krista lauren morgan taylor and some others this weekend..i miss the old summer days alot
rosemarys in new york its really hard not her being here cuz weve been together every week since before summer :/..
friday i was with clay and we watched saw ahh such a good movie
last night clay taylor alex morgan and lauren all came over and we hung out and watched movies..
today idk what im doing its a sunday i guess just relaxin and thinkin bout things
its never gonna be the same without u cady!ull always be in our hearts and ur smile will never fade :(...we all miss you more than ull ever know!
go to www.mcnamaranevis.com
i dont think people even read this but if yall do leave me a comment or something i love each and everyone of yall! |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|08:13 am] |
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| | none at school in english | ] |
i know i havent updated this in forever but i got a xanga thingy but i dont like it as much as llivejournal just cuz i have like 9 months of my life on here but neways i dont think people read this much anymore :( guess my life is too borin haha anyway if u do read this leave me a comment please :)..well the past couple of weeks have been great, this weekend i went and hung out with clay and stuff at dereks then layne and kris came by and then saturday me clay rosemary layne went to that bonfire and it was good sunday me and clay went and hung out with jacob and derek for the superbowl and then left and went to his house cuz the superbowl wasnt as fun as the past years..then yesterday i got up went to school had a good day went home, then clay picked me up around 6 we went by and saw james at work then we hung out with layne rosemary and jp neways todays monday and its like 8:18 and im in english well the computer lab and i finished my essay so im just sittin here bored well, enough with my boring ol life ill update this later if yall leave me some comments :) please
didnt try out for softball :( ill prolly start regretin it later
((Love Jordie)) |
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[Jan. 26th, 2005|12:13 pm] |
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im in biology and im really bored i just got done takin a test woo hoo! neways i just thought i would update this cuz its been a couple of days but neways the bells bout to ring and i have to go but ill cya yall later I love yall!!
ill update this tonight
Love Jordan |
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[Jan. 21st, 2005|02:44 pm] |
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If you read this,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
it can be good or bad,
just as long as it happened.
Then post this in your journal and see what people remember about you.
Seriously...leave one! :o)
Love Jordan
neways im in Mrs. darbys class right now and i just finished my work so im bored sittin here by nate neways i hung out with clay layne and ash ash last night and all that good stuff
update this mofo later |
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[Jan. 18th, 2005|02:54 pm] |
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holy crap i havent written in here for atleast almost two months really since the wreck i havent really put much time into this journal, lets review the past month and half haha lets see christmas break was great spent those 2 weeks with rosemary expect on christmas thats crazy,new years eye and day was good, school the past 2 weeks have been good but has made me tried alot but thats straight,Cj dumped me yah 5 months down the drain but hey its okay im perfectly fine,umm idk really just hangin out with folks,this weekend was fun and yesterday was great and like perfect,neways i dont feel to great my throat is killin me so im gonna go lay down but ill update this all the time now yall..
Single
Love, Jordie
**these are the moments i thank god that im alive and these are the momenths ill remember all my life ive found all ive waited for and i could not ask for more**
Rip cady i miss you and love you! theres not a day that goes by that i dont think bout ya |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|01:33 pm] |
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last saturday, went to the pageant to watch rosemary in it, got the worst phone call about cady and them in the wreck, when kelli and kassie called me bout it i really couldnt believe it i started cryin, me and rosemary went to the hospital there were so many people there i hated to see all my friends cry so hard, it tore me apart to see everyone like that, i tried to stay as strong as i could i didnt want to cry ,i held back the tears but the next day i lost it i couldnt stop cryin, me and rosemary left around 10 i guess? idk went to her house and spent the night,
sunday we woke up i house sitted for rosemary haha then they got back and me and rosemary talked and everything haha i cried so much that day it was unreal,i talked to kelli (i love you kelli !!) alot and ahzi on the phone that made me cry alot, dillon chase and zach came over they watched mean girls i stayed in rosemarys room and thought bout everythin and cried mostly, couldnt get cady and lauren hannah charlene and them off my mind. they left me and rosemary sat down and talked and she was there for me and hugged me while i cried my eyes out thanks rosemary i love you
monday once again rosemary came over and we hung out then cambrin isaac justin and eric stopped by and said hey and we talked bout cady and stuff and everything, they left, me and rosemary hung out till like 10 or so? idk
tuesday, visitation, saw everyone even old ac teachers, espically cody he shouldnt have moved to texas! well visitation was pretty hard for everyone, everyone cried sometimes we laughed, it was so hard lookin at those posters of the pictures of cady and everyone, i was in like 5 :( cady didnt look like her self she had alot of make up on and that just wasnt cady, cady was beautiful with or without make up ...rosemary came up to visitation to be there for me for a like 10 mins , alot of us stayed up there till after 8, i left bout 830
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thursday rosemary and me went to the tournament in bay to watch cj play after they played we sat with haven mallory and kelsey dow and then me and rosemary left and went to my house and hung out and talked
friday me and rosemary went to the movies with austin to see the grudge AGAIN, umm then me and rosemary went back to my house and she spent the night
saturday we woke up bout 1030 for some weird reason watched laguna beach ahh i love that show! um she left bout 1? then i got ready and then i went up to the tournament in bay to watch cj play in the finals against nettelton which cjs team lost but they got 2nd in the tournament so that was good. then rosemary came up to the tournament too and then i left before the high school game ended
sunday i dont think i did anything expect lay in bed and watch movies, rosemary came by and got her cd i burned for like a sec.
yesterday got my hair done
tonight going to trumann to watch cjs game!!
ill update later
i love you cady rip!
i love cj |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|02:23 pm] |
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wow, this week has been so hard for everyone,i didnt ever think something like this would happen to anyone that we were close to, this accident has brought everyone so much closer to each other, and thats a great thing, but its sad how something like this hit us in the face so hard that we reliezed we sould love and care for everyone, most people dont do that, but now i know not to say a single word bout someone i mean comon everyone talks bad bout everyone and i think now its changed alot of people, eveyday i tell all of my friends i love you and i truely mean it, i dont want the last word i say to someone a bad thing u know? thats why people shouldnt argue or fight or anyting cuz it doesnt do anything good, i just want yall to all know i love you and i truely do, we miss cady so much i know everyone does, last night i went to the movies and wanted to cry so bad cuz the last movie me and cady ahzi madsion and kelli went to see all together was LADDER 49 and i saw ladder 49 on the movie thingy with all the movies and i wanted to bawl i miss her so much i miss her and i know everyone misses her, i cant imagine how ahzi heather charlene and ahsley are doing they were prolly the closest to her, even tho me and cady werent best friends we were pretty close last year we went to her house all the time after school hung out alot just goofed off, and this year we kinda drifted apart i mean i can still remember the time me and cady went to this curb and sat there and talked for hours bout school boys everything u can imagine expect that was like 2 months ago. but im glad its gettin better for everyone a lil bit everyday and we all know cadys in such a better place shes a beautiful angel up in heaven and she will be missed by so many and loved by all of us.. I LOVE YALL AND I LOVE YOU CADY!pray for hannah charlene cadys family and austin and everyone else yall just keep prayin! |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|10:26 am] |
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everyone just pray please..espically for hannah,lauren,charlene and most of all cadys family..it will get better i know it will.. i just want yall to know i love all yall .. please just pray |
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| i hate this more than anything |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|01:44 am] |
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this has been the worst two days of my life. i cant even sleep think straight anything all i can think bout is cady and the times we have had together the times we were at her house, even just layin on her floor in her room talkin,the times at codys, the times wrappin for the homeless at sheifeilds,in the car takin pics of us, at hannahs, walkin to pizza inn and abandoned house,the night that red car followed all of us waklin includin cady,we went to the haunted house every year together from 7th to 9th grade, tower of terror together, jcs together, the night i spent the night and remember me and her eatin ponchos cheese dip and her fav chocate thingy, the night cody and taylor came over to cadys, the night me heather charlene and jessica spent the night at cadys,the night codys mom took us all home in the van,the time at subway and mainstreet pizza, orderin pizza inn all the time, HES hott no hes cute he use to be hott (cady) , Hes so short tho jordan,craighead forrest, last christmas break, the night me evan collin cady taylor and charlene were at cadys house, everyday we went to cadys and ate chocolate chip pizza her fav, everyday we went over to cadys after school,there are so many times we have spent together, but all of my friends and everyone i know are takin this so hard includin me, i will never forget the phone call i got sayin "cady mcnamara just died" with 500 other ppl call me yellin cryin everything, i went to the hospital i got out of the car and all i can remember is ahzi and heather runin up to me and hugged me and everyone that i cried with and hugged and everything, there was sooo many kids there that we all know atleast 50 outside with us everyone bawlin their eyes out, everyone huggin sayin its gonna be okay, every single person i hugged i will never forget that night cuz everyone that cried when i hugged them torn me apart inside and out , i just cant take it yall i cant, i have cried the past two days non stop everytime, i close my eyes i see cady smilin at me or i picture all them in the crash or have flash backs of me and cady and heather and azhi and charlene and all of us hangin out, i remember everytime we have spent together everytime we have goofed off everytime i have been around her and being around her smilin and happy. i know shes in a better place now and i understand that but why did it have to be cady out of everyone in the world WHY, cady didnt do anything wrong there are so many ppl in this world that have hurt someone or on drugs or messed up theirs llive but why did god have to take her away at the age of 15, so many ppl care bout her and lauren and everone in the wreck, i cant feel anymore sorry for terri (her mom) and ahzi and heather and charlene and cody wright..they were the closest to her out of everyone and the fact of loosin ur bestfriend i cant even imagine, i loved cady to death and i consider her my good friend, today i got out all the pics of us at craighead forrest and all the notes she has ever written me which i only found 5 but still they mean alot to me even if they are stupid haha, i talked to so many ppl today and cried with so many ppl today, i want to thank every single one of yall that called me and IM'ed me and asked me if i was okay and if i needed to talk to anyone and that yall are there for me, espically i want to thank rosemary i was with her that night and today all day and everytime i cried she was there for me to hug me and tell me everything is gonna be okay i love you rosemary, and i love everyone else that has been their for me yall dont understand how much yall mean to me, im here for everyone and everyones here for each other, this tragedy brought everyone so close together and we can all make it threw this if we stick together, i guess i needed to write all this out it helps me get this out but i doubt anyone will read this, but by the way ppl need to stop spreadin rumors bout lauren and hannah they are alive and will be alive and everything will be okay in the end. i know everyone is hurt some physically, deffintly mentally, but we should look at this and tell everyone each day we love them cuz u never know when those will be the last words to that person, but i love everyone and i hope everyone is okay.. this is just a big nightmare but i cant wake up and know everything will be okay - me... im gonna try to sleep since i only got a few hours last night. i love each and everyone one of yall
RIP CADY!!! dec 4th had to have been the worst day i have ever had
pray for lauren her family and cadys family and everyone else that has been involved in this.. everyone just stay strong.. and pray.. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|01:34 am] |
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| | honey, im home | ] |
Wow i havent updated this in forever.. lets see okay LAST friday not the past friday but the one before me and rosemary wne to the movies to see the grudge with morgan this guy from lil rock and then we sat we heather and ahzi and then rosemary spent the night.
the next day saturday we woke up and i dont remember what i did that night!
sunday...
monday...
tuesday...once again cant remember...i think those days i hung out with madison or someone im sick and i cant think straight...
weds the night before thanksgivin me madison and rosemary hung out and cj was suppose to come over but he couldnt then madison left after a while and then came back and me and rosie and maddie rode around and then rosemary left i dont remember...KEEP IT PG U GUYS-->ITS NOT LIKE WE HAVE WEED HAHAHAHA..UMM IS THE LION KING OKAY or is that not pg enough??!
thursday thanksgivin went to my gmas to eat for lunch and i was sick all day and felt like crap so i slept alot
friday...i was sick and rosemary came over and made me soup and puddin and everything and took care of me and then she spent the night..such a great friend
saturday we woke up hung out all day then at 6 i was gonna go to memphis with her to se the grizzles game but my mom said no cuz i was sick and so i ended up stayin at home sleepin for like 2 hours...it ended up rosemary seein JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE AND CAMERON DiAZ AT THE GRIZZLE GAME UGH! i wish my mom would have let me go!thats just how my life goes haha
sunday didnt do anything i took a two hour nap and then woke up and talked on the phone and computer all night
today rosemary came over and then we went up to the mall to get amber fired haha cuz shes workin at the mall now and we went up there and messed with her and stuff and then taylor and will came up there then they left me and rosie waited till amber got off then we all hung out at the mall then me and rosie left and we took rosie home then i stayed home and talked on the phone
well madison has mono i think and i have the same thing she does and i think we both have mono and we both are gonna have to take care of each other cuz we are krunk like that but i love you madison i hope we feel better!! if we have mono were givin it to our boyfriends haha!! i love u!!
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| wow! awesome weekend |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|01:45 pm] |
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wow its been a while since i have updated this.
lets see.. last thursday i dont think i did anything im really not sure.
friday night me and madison had a krunk party at her house it was so great !! then me and madison spent to the night at my house and watched mean girls..
saturday we woke up i drove madison to her house and we saw thad movin in his new house then i went home took a shower then madison took one at her house then we met up and went drivin on the 4 wheeler we ended up seein doony and we hung out with donny his lil brother and jamenson at jamenson for a lil bit then we went to my house got my jeep drove over to the y to see if donny can fix my sterio so i drove me madison and donny over to donnys and donny has this awesome car with the krunkiest system ever! so we ended up not fixin it cuz he didnt have the stuff so im gettin that fixed next weekend but me and madison ended up at my house then she left and hannah and kelli call and there like lets go to the mall and ride around so we went to the mall and drove around and then went to charlenes and there was lauren tiff austin brady kris alec creg and some others. then we left and went and got madison at her gmas and we all went out to the abandoned house omg it was so fun BUT they tore it down!! gaw that has so many memories but neways then we went to get some food and gas and then we went and drove around the hastings parkinlot and all that good stuff then they took me home and took madison and kelli and everything it was great.
sunday i woke up took a shower then went over to rosemarys dads and hugn out over there for a while then her mom picked us up and went to tj maxs but we stayed in the car and talked and then i went home bout 6 i think or something then i was in the best mood ever !
tonight going to the game at westside to see cj and watch him play in his game then afterwards were gonna get to spend some time together but neways ill update later
i had an awesome weekend!!
i love cj!!
love jordan |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|12:24 pm] |
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well lets see monday i didnt end up going to the vv game cuz my parents were gone to sams as in BIG WALLMART HAHA and that takes like 2 hours haha but neways.
yesterday i went to westside vs trumann game to see cj! and we watched his sister play for 7th grade and then a lil of jr high girls game. then i left and went and picked up ec and then we went to the vv game so i could go see rosemary (since i promised) pretty much and some others. and that ec could see burgi. so it was okay i guess. im glad i got to see cj!
neways today is weds right? right...im not sure what im doing yet i really miss playin bball at the Ymca with all my friends (guys) but it makes me a better player so its good for me and i think i might go up there but i doubt ppl will be there cuz its gettin cold and we always play outside but idk i want to go tannin haha neways im out.i made up my mind my Junior year which is next yr i decided im comin back and playin bball yall aint ready for this im 50 times better than i was last yr thanks to my boys at the Y! haha
Love, Jordan
I LoVe Cj!! |
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| alot on my mind |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|03:00 pm] |
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well friday i went to the movies with morgan mathes and lauren bassett and we saw madison m and her friend kc and a bunch of mac kids and lara w and her bf jay and sarah d and all that good stuff. we went to see the grudge ahh it was so effin scary but alot of ppl that have seen it think it wasnt but hell yah it was. then i went home and talked on the phone
saturday i woke up and i got a cell bill of 250 dollars which sucks balls. i sent 85 dollars in text messages haha. thanks alot ppl that text me!. i was gonna go to see cj and hang out at his house or go to matt curtis's bon fire party but i couldnt do anything so i had to stay home and talk on the net and computer.
sunday i woke up and then around 1 or 130 rosemary came over and we hung out and had our lil talks and then she had to go eat at her church so she left around 430 or so then i stayed home and talked on the net and phone like always.
today might go to the vv game to watch the girls play and rosemary and the dance team do their dance but not sure if im going yet.
tuesday im going to trumann to the sr high bball game to see cj if i cant go to that then me and ec are going to the vv guys game. so she can see kevin and what not
update this later.
ahh i was readin jessys live journal and her last entry was really deep haha i know excatly what u mean bout all that.. i love u jessy!
I love cj!! |
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